For the last few years, Lindsay Lohan has been better known for her offscreen escapades than any of the few roles she’s played. It’s hard to remember that in her teens, Lindsay was one of the most promising and respected actresses in her age group. Now, after a trip to jail and a stint in rehab, the thespian-turned-party-girl has opened up to Vanity Fair about the mistakes she’s made, which include trusting the wrong people.

“So many people around me would say they cared for the wrong reasons,” she told the magazine. “A lot of people were pulling from me, taking from me and not giving. I had a lot of people that were there for me for, you know, the party.” Lindsay also had poor taste in role models. “I would look up to those girls … the Britneys and whatever, and I would be like, I want to be like that.” Well, at least she succeeded at something.

Now Lindsay wants to mend her ways. “I want my career back. I want the respect that I had when I was doing great movies. And if that takes not going out to a club at night, then so be it. It’s not fun anyway.” Good luck on that, Linds. People in Hollywood have long memories.